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03-02-2019 04:46 PM
03-02-2019 04:46 PM
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Oh damn @utopia that’s a pain no air con.
Its 38 here today. Went to the beach this morning.
Try to stay cool as best you can. It must be hot where you are.
Xx
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03-02-2019 05:08 PM
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03-02-2019 06:12 PM
03-02-2019 06:12 PM
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It is hot where you are @utopia and I really hope they can come tomorrow or Tuesday to fix it. You must be sweltering with no cool air. I hope the temp decreases overnight for you
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03-02-2019 09:25 PM
03-02-2019 09:25 PM
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Got to 39 today. Currently 31 degrees. Tomorrow and Tuesday only low 30's. @Zoe7
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08-02-2019 04:18 AM
08-02-2019 04:18 AM
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hello @utopia how are you today
it is 3am here so letting you know i am thinking of you xx
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08-02-2019 08:24 AM
08-02-2019 08:24 AM
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3am. @Shaz51 What were you doing up at 3am? Can't you sleep? Is anything wrong?
I'm doing ok.
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13-02-2019 01:58 PM
13-02-2019 01:58 PM
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So I've rung up AMD made an appointment with my old psychologist. I haven't seen him for 3 months. But I just don't feel right.
I can laugh or smile at things I'm watching or seeing. I can find happiness in those brief moments, but most of the time I'm just flat/dead inside.
I have zero motivation to do anything, even though my depression has left, I'm still not on top of household chores. Or gardening chores. I don't have the patience to read a book anymore. I'm just existing. But feel like I shouldn't whinge, because after all the Depression has left. Think I prefer bring depressed. At least I know what to expect. And not getting things done when you're depressed is understandable. Not doing stuff when not depressed just means I'm plain lazy.
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13-02-2019 04:05 PM
13-02-2019 04:05 PM
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That place where you feel like you are just existing is not new to a lot of us @utopia It is difficult when you feel like the depression has lifted yet you have no emotions for anything in your life. Getting motivated or excited about anything seems impossible - as does doing the mundane things like housework or gardening. It is indeed a hard place to be both emotionally and physically - one feeds off the other and if we are unmotivated to get moving then it affects us mentally as well - but getting that motivation to move is so difficult. Often we get into that pattern and it is hard to get out of. I am pleased you have reached out for support from your old psychologist - that is actually doing something proactive to help yourself and that is the first step. Let us know how the appointment goes my beautiful cocky friend
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13-02-2019 04:28 PM
13-02-2019 04:28 PM
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Spent today with some funny old birds.... ostriches and human .. lol
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11-03-2019 09:44 AM
11-03-2019 09:44 AM
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Hey @utopia Haven't heard from you for a while and wondering how you are going. Hope you are going okay my cocky friend. Missing you a lot