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โ20-09-2018 04:32 PM
โ20-09-2018 04:32 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
Beautiful image @Faith-and-Hope.
@Sans911 Iโm so sorry I put you through so much ๐ข.
cheers for the support @outlander.
I think I am going to take a step away from the forum for a little while (unknown what little is.....maybe a few days, maybe less, maybe more).
Its fair to say Iโve been hit pretty hard lately with stuff. Yesterday losing my cc without so much as a goodbye has been strange.
Im really lost as what to say in this post except to say thank you for all your kindness and support. I am ok and going out with family tonight.
Love and hugs to you all ๐๐ค
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โ20-09-2018 04:42 PM
โ20-09-2018 04:42 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
Hugs and hugs, youve come to mean so much to me and i treasure our friendship too.
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โ20-09-2018 04:46 PM
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โ20-09-2018 09:15 PM
โ20-09-2018 09:15 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
๐๐๐ท๐๐๐๐ท๐๐๐ @Teej .....
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โ21-09-2018 08:05 PM
โ21-09-2018 08:05 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
I know I donโt deserve any support but Iโm struggling to find hope at the moment. I donโt know what to write except I need reasons to stay alive just now and they canโt be my kids. I need something for me. The more successful my kids are the harder it is to justify me living.
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โ21-09-2018 08:07 PM
โ21-09-2018 08:07 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
You dont have to have alot of words and of course you deserve support.
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โ21-09-2018 08:11 PM
โ21-09-2018 08:11 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
I truly donโt deserve support @outlander. Iโve changed so much I canโt recognise myself. I am so scared and so ashamed that Iโve been dropped from cmh as being a lost cause. I know I am, itโs
the right thing for them to do but itโs sent my si through the roof. I donโt know how to face anything. I had some strange hope a couple of weeks ago and itโs all gone now.
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โ21-09-2018 08:15 PM
โ21-09-2018 08:15 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
Hi @Teej,
I know that it's not an easy time right now. Hang tight. You are a valuable human with so much to offer. You are also very brave and we have all seen you hit these dark pockets before, and pull through them with courage and grace. What helps you at times like these?
Do you feel up to visiting the feast for a bit, to try and take your mind off things?
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โ21-09-2018 08:16 PM
โ21-09-2018 08:16 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
Its ok to be scared but your really not a lost cause just havent found the right path yet
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โ21-09-2018 08:22 PM
โ21-09-2018 08:22 PM
Re: I am struggling at the moment
I need a reason to follow my safety plan @Chamomile. I am too far gone to be able to feast. I canโt see the point of being here anymore. I just drag everyone down. Iโve been here nearly three years and havenโt come far, have become so selfish and self centred and canโt find anything to like about me just now. I used to be someone different. I feel threadbare and like I canโt stitch everything together to make a human being worth living just now. The kids have gone away as has my best friend and I donโt know why I should stay safe this weekend.